Motherhood isn't an easy job

i have never taken care of a baby before, i was always the youngest when i lived with my grandmother and my uncle in France, i wish my grandmother was still alive to help me with this, oh well, if i was wishing for anything i wish my parents didn't die so i might have a baby sister or a baby brother to take care of :)

my mother in law is not bad :) she's helping me with the baby, but i need to do it myself too.

My husband held the baby once and she cried her eyes out, and i never seen him holding her again.

are we too young to have a baby? maybe we are, but the coolest thing is that she will grow old with us :)

my husband and i thinking of having as many babies as we can, the only problem is that none of us have a job and we don't want to impose on his parents.

what do you think?