Motherhood isn't an easy job

i have never taken care of a baby before, i was always the youngest when i lived with my grandmother and my uncle in France, i wish my grandmother was still alive to help me with this, oh well, if i was wishing for anything i wish my parents didn't die so i might have a baby sister or a baby brother to take care of :)

my mother in law is not bad :) she's helping me with the baby, but i need to do it myself too.

My husband held the baby once and she cried her eyes out, and i never seen him holding her again.

are we too young to have a baby? maybe we are, but the coolest thing is that she will grow old with us :)

my husband and i thinking of having as many babies as we can, the only problem is that none of us have a job and we don't want to impose on his parents.

what do you think?

I am a mother

Hello, it's been a while... i have been in and out of hospital a lot, i am in a bed rest at this moment so i have a lot of time to blog and chat with my friends.

I FINALLY turned 18 :)

I had a baby on the same day as my birthday :)

I love her so much but she's so ugly and little! i have no idea what to do with her, hehehe

I'd appreciate some pointers here!

thank you.

ORGASIM

alot of people have good feelings when they do alot of things, the most cool good feeling i ever have is when i use q-tips in my ear, i can use it for hours.

what is the things that make you feel good?

Aptitude Test

next week we have aptitude test, if i passed, i can skip an entire year, not to finish school earlier, but to spend an entire year working on my charecter on WOW, and maybe my top secret project as well.

Me, Myself & I

• i'm addicted to WOW.
• i'm a member of the KGGA.
• i'm an orphan.
• i'm so good with photoshop.
• i'm a mac user.
• i don't have an ipod.
• i'm good with mathematics.
• i'm not good with punctuation.
• i never had a mobile phone.
• i'd kill for a rani apple juice and shani.
• i love green and lime.
• i lose alot of time by daydreaming.
• i go to school at 4 pm.
• i have 1 uncle and 1 aunt and no siblings.
• i wish to have a cow one day.
• i have an ant farm.
• i love bugs.
• i don't get scared easily.
• i am a smoker.
• i have a boyfriend in kuwait.
• i always steal my uncle's digicam.
• i have anemia.
• i think lost is over rated.
• i lost my hotmail e-mail account due to their awesome security.
• i like johnny cash.
• i'm glad i became a blogger.

Routine

routine is a simple set sequence of steps of anything at all. my life has this simple routine:

• i wake up at around 4-5 am.
• i join my guild at wow and the run might take up to 5 hrs.
• around 10-11 am i eat.
• i check emails and as for now, i check blogs.
• i then do something called pvp and kill more alliance.
• i'm a hord.
• then i chat on msn and gtalk while my grandmother nags about doing my homework.
• my uncle gets home from college and we all should have lunch together.
• i do my homework after lunch.
• i get ready for school.
• i walk 7 blocks to school.
• my classes start at 4 and end around 8 pm.
• everything in montpellier is usually closed after 9, so no point of going anywhere.
• i walk back home.
• i sleep.
• i wake up at around 4-5 am.